so where to begin… lets see. im just sitting here…well laying, really, on my couch watching the movie Elvis - On Tour on one of the Encore movie channels. I absolutely adore Elvis Presley. wow. the things he accomplished in his life are still to this day absolutely astounding.

gotta go deliver newspapers with my mom in a couple hours. theres a crap load of snow outside (which i hate). me and cold weather do NOT get along. i just hate winter. the snow, ice, sleet, below freezing temperatures - and its also during this season that there are colds and the flu. its just a gross season. plus i gotta dress in multiple layers and then i waddle like a penguin when i walk - not cute. lol. i just wanna stay here wrapped up in my blanket in front of my heater where its WARM. ugh. but the things i do for my mom, being a good daughter.

i wish i had an abundance of money cuz i would be on the first plane out of here. i just wanna go do something with my life. i have all this talent and am doing absolutely nothing with it. God gave it to me for a reason. and what am i doin with it? just letting it go to waste which im sure He doesnt appreciate. I wish i had connections out in California that could help a girl out. I know what i WANT to do, i just dont know how to get there and dont have the funds. :-(

tomorrow is gonna be a long day for me. gotta work 9:30-5:30 at walmart. fun fun (not! lol). its gonna be exhausting but i need the money. gonna go ahead and get off here for now. hope everyone is having a great Friday night….